i have found the most perfect person ever, someone who went from being an friend, to best friend, to the best boyfriend ever, and the best thing that’s ever happened to me. basically everything i’ve ever looked for in a guy, and i love our… private jokes, way we’re best friends, sappy pictures we take, way we were friends first, going on dates, lazy nights, sleepovers, getting along great with each others family and friends. and for once, i have a relationship with no temptation to kiss anyone else, no finding other people attractive, all cause i have the one that i want.
i’m pouring my heart on this silly thing, cause i can’t keep it all in. i mess things up big time, i moan, complain, give out, start silly fights all cause of my leaving cert stress and not being able to handle it, and i regret all the stupid fights i caused. i don’t deserve him. i really really don’t. yes, we have times where we want to bash each others face in and don’t feel like we can take all the drama that life throws at us, but at the end of the day we stick together, cause without each other, we would crumble. we can’t even last a day without one another.
he’s the only person i’ve told absolutely EVERYTHING about myself and my life too, and pretty much the only person i trust in my life at the moment. the person i’ve done a lot of firsts with, and visa versa. i wouldn’t want him to change one thing about himself. GORGEOUS, great personality, so funny, my little computer nerd, way he laughs at his own shitty jokes, his insecurities/flaws (which there is no reason for, he has none….only in his own mind) my complete perfect match, and i’m afraid all my moods will ruin my relationship, all cause the leaving cert stress. i’mma monster because of it, but even through it all…
i have the best boy, who’s all mine, and would stick with me no matter what. i love you ste. i wouldnt be able to last without you….to infinity?
